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Today hasnt been going well. I snuck out to go see my mom and tell Mar about Valkryn. Mom helped heal me up a bit and then we got into a tiny argument about what I was going to do to Athena. I cursed once and she ended up holding me down on the bed and washing my mouth out with soap. I threw one of my usual temper tantrums after that because I was being punished even after telling her what Athena had done to me. Sometimes I just feel that people pick on me because they know I wont hurt them back as badly as I could, but I guess thats just life...

I went to tell Mar about Valkryn and on the way I found Siona laying in the forrest. Her magic was running wild, uncontrolled and doing great harm to the life around her so I blocked that first. When I approached her face was drenched in blood and bird feathers, she looked like she'd eaten a raw fowl. She was gibbering and growling like a mad animal, and I briefly considered sending her to the dungeons of a drow house I was allied with but decided to be nice and take her to the tower to heal. I tied her up and left her in a bed in one of the holding rooms to be tended by the rangers. Now I had more bad news for my baby sister...

I told Mar everything and she took it pretty well, didnt even cry... She's growing up so much. She left soon after to go to sleep. Jules appeared after hearing Valkryn's name. She'd been in Dragonshire at the time so I had to tell her too, as well as the business with Dalharuk and the loss of Lolth's favor. She said she'd arrange a meeting with Gia for me and then wandered off in a daze. I tried to comfort her but she simply shrugged it off.

And then Liv caught me and called me back. I appeared and immediately chains of air wrapped around me and gagged me. She was none too happy that I'd disobeyed her order to stay in bed, so she whipped me and then chained me to the bed after putting various tubes in all sorts of uncomfortable places. I was crying by the end of it but she held me and did her best to calm me down. I guess I deserved it but I hope she lets me go soon... I hate holding still and these tuby machines are frightening.