Renewal

Today was a long day. I found Siona first off and she was just like usual. Not only is she still defensive but she's pretty much admitted to... things with others. Honestly I could care less so long as Mar dosn't find out, we have to remain together for Marquie, she needs that stability now even if Siona can't be around.

What I do mind is that Siona keeps forcing me to handle Marquie on my own, as well as all the other problems around. I can't handle it anymore and after Siona walked off thyis time I went to get drunk. Short time that lasted, I had to go find Mar.

I found her in the woods and she is just a tiny bit better. We talked for a while and I used a mind link spell to try to focus her mind on me and not on her own memories and visions... She's very much feeling like she's back in Kielder, having visions of it and seeming confused and once more I'm largely powerless and without help. And best of all Kalendrose, some pompous ass, showed up.

Kalendrose is like Valkryn without drow, and every bit the asshole, though not as evil. He wanted a fight with Mar and I let him get it since Mar wanted to. In the mean time I went to talk to Mera as she'd just appeared. We spoke of old times and she seemed so cold and evasive, I couldn't figure out what to do and finally just left her to go help Marquie as the fight was going ill. I appeared as she was on her last legs and the coward battling her just ran.

After that I cleaned her up and put her to bed and went off to find Ali. I heard Siona calling to me asking me to talk to Valkryn for her, but I yelled at her and was ready to kill something with all that's happened. I'm already promised to kill Kalendrose and then she comes to me clearly having just been up to something, or at least I think so, and then asks to see, not me, but Valkryn.

Gah... I just walked away after punching a few things and yelling a lot and found Ali. She's at least acting half decent and we both had a laugh as Valkryn appeared and yelled at her for using a floating disk spell I made for her. He wandered off after the usual threats and sillyness and then Ali and I got around to plotting how to keep him and Gia from getting ahold of her little one. I've got a fine plan, but I doubt she'll like it...