What dreams may come

I hung around with a few ofh te princesses today and tried to get used to life back at home. I saw the sun for the first time in a month as well. I was outside looking at the bird and flowers and trees and so many other things I missed and then I noticed a huge bright ball of agony in the sky that shouldnt have been there. After my vision returned and I had crawled back to my tower I summised that it must have been the sun.

After I got back to the hall I talked to my mom for a bit. She's kind of conflicted because she's in love with two men and can't decide who to choose. I tried to help her and told her to pick the one she knew would stick around. It's no fun being around people who are missing their husbands... I've seen that too many times...

On the downside it turns out shes still mad at me for running off to the underdark. Which is bad news since she's a shadowmancer. I tried to run off but she caught me and said that as punishment I had to babysit my little brother Drago. No problem there! We ate cookies and I watched him color on the walls til we both fell asleep.

I had a pretty weird dream. I was back in the underdark with a friend, an adventurer I knew from somewhere. He was taking on a pack of drow while I watched. He killed all of them and did terrible things, but he had been tortured by them as I had, and I couldnt blame him for wanting vengeance.

But when he was about to kill one of his defeated opponents I had to step in and stop him. I guess I'm still too soft, but that's just how I'm supposed to be. I was terrified when he started to disembowl the dead drow, and I turned away and that's all I can remember.