some stuff

Ariel and Sylnaya have kinda disappeared and so I've been wandering around a bit and looking for the queen. I also had to talk to Siona because I heard some disturbing rumors. Unfortuantely when I met her atop my tower tonight I found that it was all true. She's changed so much from the person I knew. Everythings changed so much.

While I was yelling at her for what she did I caught the scent of orcs and I noticed they had a human with them. It had to be Diedre. I dived down and a battle began, there were a lot of people around as I soon discovered and the queen was successfully rescued. Noone really seemed to notice me amidst the battle aside from some jackass who told me to go get him some gold or some such nonsense. The queen went off to the castle, as did everyone else.

I went back to sit atop my tower and look around. I don't think I've ever felt so unwanted before. If everything were ok back in Kielder things would be different, but things aren't ok. I've saved kingdoms, worlds, rulers, random peasants, babes, a few odd forrest creatures, and yet when I'm looking down on the world from a thousand feet up I still have to question if maybe I'm good enough. If maybe I havn't done enough to gain people's approval.

I guess I'm just being silly. Everyone has bad days and I'll bounce back. For now though it's another queen saved and another band of orcs defeated. Another notch on my staff. Where it all leads I don't know.