I'm confuzzled...

As always today was lotsa fun. I went and talked to Imoen first thing and she fed me and I helped her do a little cleaning. I left once to talk to someone and left a note so Imoen wouldnt worry. It's odd I've started asking permission for things sometimes even... Then Velrik popped in and he was just about to laugh at me but he tried to control himself so I made a silly face to get him to laugh.

Him and Imoen both seemed really happy with how I am but its starting to get annoying with everyone asking how I'm going to fix myself. I hate to have to answer that I don't know. Wizards are supposed to know and be confident and stuff and even when I'm not I've pretended but I can't pretend anymore it's just too hard.
Well Marquie appeared and we went to the hall to play. I talked to Mera for a while and she was nice enough not to laugh at me though she did yell at me for biting one of the nannies last night. Then Kiya appeared and tickled me a lot and I ran and hid behind Mera.

They both had to go to bed and then Angel, Arrics older sister, appeared and tickled me and spun me around til I couldnt stand up and generally tormented me. When I was too tired to stop her she had one of the nannies put a diaper on me again which is really confusing me. Finally I was completely tired out and then she put me to sleep by humming and rocking me.

I woke up in the nursery and mom(Lexi) was here and she didnt believe what happened to me. She came and rescued me from the crib though she also said i had a dirty diaper. I'm really starting to get worried as to whether my current body is toilet trained or not. I think next time I read a book I'll hold off on learning a tenth level spell and research child development or parenting or something.

Well anyhow she took me down to the hall and played with me a while and I tried to get a cookie but she wouldnt let me because she said it was past my bedtime. I saw Imoen and she said I could get a cookie and mom left but when I got to get a cookie Tailz had eaten them all and I just couldn't keep from screaming and crying and she made fun of me.

I guess it was just that I couldnt even get a cookie without begging Imoen but I really don't mind needing people's help too much anymore. Imoen gave me a cookie finally and Tailz ran off and I hopped up in Imoen's lap and calmed down. I can tell how she was able to handle Ariel and me at the same time, she's a great parent and a really caring person.

She mentioned Velrik not being around much and I told her I knew he wasnt going to just up and leave like some people did so it was ok. This got me into kind of an uncomfortable sunject but she held me and made me feel alright talking about my father and I even told her I was adopted and so was she and I felt really close to her all of a sudden.
She told me the nicest thing anyone's ever said. She said that my father is proud of me and I cant even express how good that made me feel. She also said that when I get fixed I should try to be as polite and well behaved as I am now and I think I will. She also said I was cute no matter what form I'm in so I'm feeling pretty good right now. I'm making people laugh and noone's really trying to kill me or yell at me anymore so I guess I'm doing ok especially thanks to Imoen.

She carried me upstairs after that to the nursery but instead of putting me in a crib like everyone else does she tucked me into a bed and I was really glad and hugged her. She said she still loved me even if we did argue and I told her from now on I'd try not to argue with her but even when I did I'd know she was right since she usually is most of the time. After that I fell asleep.