I miss home...

I just got to feeling really bad today. It's probably cuz of the fever. Yesterday I helped a ranger in a fight with a high demon a while ago and nearly got killed. I did my wounds up as best as I could and got back to the castle but Sol and Rachael weren't around and there wasn't anyone I really trusted to heal me. I finally found Sol today but she was busy so I left her be.

I got to feeling bad but then some undead attacked and I had to lead the defense. Some time or another I fell down and blacked out and scarcely anybody was probably worried about me while I was unconsious. So I got healed up eventually and went to check on Briteny and she was ok and then I went to bed where I write this. It's so lonely.

Normally somebody would have come to check on me or something. Mom or Nic or Imoen or Ariel or even Mes but they're all gone away and all busified now. I wish all this trouble had never happened... I wish I'd never had to leave home. I wish mom was still alive... I wish I could get to sleep.